ohh lordy.. it's my homies!! that i miss so much.. lots to talk about but it always ends up being super fucking short because i run out things to say..even though i could go on for HOURS ...

1. MY CAR IS FUCKING A STUPID DOUCHE BAG.... my parents think that i'm a bad driver. and that i just always have to go fast.. i never pay attention.. and stupid shit like that... so it's not my fault that a big ass bitch of a deer doesn't look both way before crossing the street.. and i beat the fuck out of it with my car.. i hit it.. ran it over and even dragged the bitch about 100 ft.  so i called the cops had a report made.. called me insurance company the next day.. AND HOLY SHIT are they fucking slow on the uptake.. i hit the deer sun.. called them mon.. and today at like 6:30 the douche bag called while i was working! he leaves me a voicemail.. i call him back on his extension.. and it's fucking BUSY so i spend AND HOUR AND A HALF..on hold.. on the normal line trying to get thru to the guy.. and no one answered.. i was finally to pissed off to fucking wait any longer.. so.. i'm goign to have to take friday off.. get my car to the shop.. so i can get it estimated then i'm going to have to pay the fucking deductible.. and wait for who the hell knows how long.. to get it fixed.. AND SOMEHOW in this time.. i have to find a car for me to drive to work.. should i rent a car? who the fuck knows.

2. somehow cody doesn't get the picture..that he's smothering me.. i stay away for like a week.. and he's begging me to come home.. and i could totally not care.. and not come home.. it's to the point.. where i've cheated on him way to many times.. and i just need to end the relationship .. but the kid will do anything for me to stay with him.. like when i crashed my car.. all the payments that i have to pay.. are way to much if i'm going to be living with him. i told him i had to move out because i couldn't afford it.. so he was like i have "x" amount of money.. that we can use to fix your car.. he bought me new tires.. an oil change.. and he's prolly going to have to pay for part of my deductible and rent this month.. he will just do ANYTHING for me to stay with him.. it's sad.. he loves me.. and i'm falling out of love with him i think..

3. i dont know what 3 is but i'll make more coming soon.